In Search Of Nothing
If I could have flying wings
I will cut them off
And wretch havoc on my body and soul
Live in deep agony that I had the gift of eternity
But I am a damned soul of wasteland
For I don’t believe in miracles and uniqueness
I have to blend in with this sand
Cry for eternal damnation
Crawl the world thinking I could fly
Constantly condemning myself
And cry with dry tears of fear
Author: Shivalik Kashyap Page 1 of 4
I Can’t Find Her
Where will I find a quantum of solace for her
When I have starved for eon
I have roamed galaxies like a vulture in search of it
Futile are all my efforts
For I have begun to believe it doesn’t exist
Perhaps it is a myth
But this hunger is true that consumes me from within
Indeed, I won’t be able to stop this hunt
For it has become my ecstasy
And perhaps this is the forbidden fruit that I have to consume for centuries
Before tasting the elixir of serenity in the chaos!
Temptations Don’t control yourself, let it tempt itself Let your desire derive you for once See where they want to roam around Don’t hesitate, don’t wait Take quick action don’t let the brain think Run away from the land of despair And hop on the bandwagon of desires Where will it drop you it is uncertain Just like every moment of your life You will feel the knife of despair Come crawling from behind So run away, don’t look behind For desire are strong but despair is always behind
You And I Shivering down to my spine You are getting hold of me I'm acting without consciousness You are entering my soul and body This feeling is so provocative I'm filled with the lust of harmony I am directionless on these waves of craziness But I know they are pushing me to sensation of your consciousness A sheer hunger is rising within me Not to consume but to feel something I have no vision But your scent is attracting me I’ll find you no matter where you are Just squeeze me tight once And give me the directions to your heart
Archnemesis My archnemesis I won’t lie to you You hate me And I hate you too Still, I won’t lie to you We both exist on the same plain You will kill me and I will kill you too Still, I won't lie to you The day will come We will face each other The result is uncertain So is the life One of us will depart to the unknown And that’s the absolute truth So my archnemesis I won’t lie to you
Void I am losing every day someone new The old are kept forever There’s no someone new I miss that a lot I used to seek the shelters Now I am the void You’re with me But you don’t want to keep me Where shall I go It’s not my fault It’s not yours too I came here to become the inevitable How pathetic is that? No one knows I am the empty I absorb everything Still, my hunger kills me I need more To satisfy this never-ending cycle It is ruthless of me That you chose this path There no going back But to feel the void While being the void
Toward You I am walking straight toward you Take a glance at me Oh you kind soul Don’t talk to me Just stare at me, silently You can’t be fooled by beautiful lies Let me tell you the plain truth I shall be yours Please hold my hand Let me feel the warmth of your affection I am not juvenile Maybe little stubborn I will learn gentleness from your breath I will learn patience from your touch Just hold my hand And keep it forever And I shall lavish on your love for eternity
I Must I must speak the tale of uncertainty I must tell the truth of inevitable nature I must hear the cold whisper of the world's lies I must eat the fruit of my faithfulness I must drink the poison served on my table I must close my eyes when the clock stops ticking
Complicated Things need to be caught up Tighten your grip, hold on to It It is not slipping, you are leaving It We awake, oh you fool Don’t look around, It’s in your hand Hold It with a firm grip, powerful It is Yet extremely fragile Care for It and It will be yours
Voice Sing a song in an unheard voice Shout so loud and don’t hear the crowd Seek no shelter soak in the light Don’t fright be bright Close your eyes and seek no sight Remember the path of might Don’t drag and carry this life Strong you are keep this in mind